So wait .. let me get this straight, because I’ve never taken a course with a lab element to it.
I get to come into class for 3 hours a day and do fucking awesome science experiments for the next few months?
Holy hell, why didn’t anybody ever tell this to me? I’d have been doing classes with labs this whole time.
I wrote too soon. I judged myself and my actions far too quickly without looking at the larger picture.
Essentially, my reality was obfuscated by the delusions of another, and I believed so much in their world, that I lost touch with my own world.
After finding out the depths of the lies and deceit, I felt sad only because I fell for the trap. This sadness, luckily, was short lived, and when I was able to process all of the information, I realized that this person was quickly burying themselves in the web of deception.
Feels good, the clarity.