I wrote too soon. I judged myself and my actions far too quickly without looking at the larger picture.
Essentially, my reality was obfuscated by the delusions of another, and I believed so much in their world, that I lost touch with my own world.
After finding out the depths of the lies and deceit, I felt sad only because I fell for the trap. This sadness, luckily, was short lived, and when I was able to process all of the information, I realized that this person was quickly burying themselves in the web of deception.
Feels good, the clarity.